I feel like I'm the worst person in the world. I wrote an entry, and then realized that if Kyle read it, he'd take it completely the wrong way and would feel bad. So I didn't post it. I feel like I have mean, evil thoughts running in my head that normal people don't. And the worst part of it is, I don't care sometimes. Sometimes I want people to hear my thoughts and be hurt.
Tell me what to do now! Tell me what to do in this instant when I feel this way! Am I supposed to sit with my thoughts? The more I sit with them, the angrier I become at everyone. I feel like my skin is crawling off in disgust from my thoughts. Get me out of here! Get me out of these thoughts! Get me out of this place! Get me out of myself!
